Written by myself from my heart.(as always)
❤Todays theme is gonna be love🥰)) Incredible. I've never told anyone how important it is for me. This feeling seems to be top 2 the most powerful emotion. About 1st place we'll talk later... If I had to say why is love so important for me, I'd say it brings me strength. Just everything I do becomes twice better when I'm in love❤. Sadly but my feelings are far bigger than courage(( So... usually people I dream about do not even suspect that they in my taste. Even now. I am writing this listening to sad romantic songs. I never call myself like miserable🙊 and I'm against such self-judging, but I can tell u some real fact about me as Im sure that the person these all letters are adressed to won't even try to read them even if they were on russian)) So. Im 😡fucking coward😥... I sincerely hate this part of my character. I usually think too long before my bravery will concentrate in right way. Often it causes such situations when I can just loose a moment. Obviously I'm not gonna have another one)) Everything I can do.. is to check her only 2 photos in her profile dreaming of better times or alternative realities which I usually observe during long sleepless nights). Important to say, I do not feel myself very bad, I just put my emotions here in hope that she will finally pay attention on me. I'm sceared😣 if she gonna read and translate this but I still hope it will happend some day. I'm begging the destiny to give me at least one chance to become the most overjoyed human on this planet.🤞DO WRITE ME IF U SEE THIS. U ARE THE ONE I AM TALKING ABOUT, TRUST ME. I AM WORTH IT. I'LL NEVER LET U DONW. I SWEARED U THAT I'M TRUSTWORTHY. GIVE ME CHANCE!!💗